For the past two weeks I have been feeling...different; I guess that is the best way to describe it. Just not feeling myself. A few weeks ago I started waking up in the morning nauseous and by the end of the day I was completely exhausted. Then last week I started cramping and spotting just a bit. (This is unusual for me-I do not have a period due to being on Mirena). So, I started wondering to myself, 'am I pregnant?'
I figured this would only be fitting considering I have just gotten to a place my life where I think I am just fine with our little family of four. If we had another one-great...but if not, that was great too! I had been having baby fever for the past two years, and finally I am at peace...so of course now I would be pregnant! lol
Two days later (the day before my sister's wedding) I had a dream that I found out I was pregnant but couldn't share it with anyone because I didn't want to steal the thunder from Laura's wedding weekend or from Jennifer since she just found out she was pregnant.
So wedding weekend comes and goes and I am still having these symptoms, so I go to the store today and get a pregnancy test. I come home and say a prayer asking God that although I do not think this is the best timing that he would give me a positive attitude and soften my heart if I were pregnant.
So I take the test...and in the fastest recorded time in the history of pregnancy tests it says..
NO!
It wasn't even like a make-you-wait-on-pins-and-needles result...nope...it practically shouted at me...NO! lol
So now it's the great mystery of what the heck is going on with my body!
I figured this would only be fitting considering I have just gotten to a place my life where I think I am just fine with our little family of four. If we had another one-great...but if not, that was great too! I had been having baby fever for the past two years, and finally I am at peace...so of course now I would be pregnant! lol
Two days later (the day before my sister's wedding) I had a dream that I found out I was pregnant but couldn't share it with anyone because I didn't want to steal the thunder from Laura's wedding weekend or from Jennifer since she just found out she was pregnant.
So wedding weekend comes and goes and I am still having these symptoms, so I go to the store today and get a pregnancy test. I come home and say a prayer asking God that although I do not think this is the best timing that he would give me a positive attitude and soften my heart if I were pregnant.
So I take the test...and in the fastest recorded time in the history of pregnancy tests it says..
NO!
It wasn't even like a make-you-wait-on-pins-and-needles result...nope...it practically shouted at me...NO! lol
So now it's the great mystery of what the heck is going on with my body!
3 comments:
Well...way to get my hopes up!! I'm glad you found contentment with it being you 4! That's a perfect little family in itself! Just a helpful hint though, if you do want another one, it helps to be off the birth control! HAHA!!
I knew you weren't pregnant, you wouldn't make me find out something like that through the internet!! Ha Ha! It's funny because just the other day Dad askem me if you and steven talked about having any more kiddos! I told him that right now wouldn't be good timing what with school and your business taking off. The older Jacey gets the more difficult it might be to go back to that place with a needy infant. It can be done but it's hard.
Definitely go to the doc and find out, it's worth the piece of mind.
Love, Mom
Darn!! Go to the doctor. I try to get a yearly physical (around my b-day as a present to myself...and my family) and I just ask them to run several blood tests to make sure everything is a-ok...you should do this too!
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